Thursday, August 28, 2003

The eeeevil red eyes...
RED: You have the red eyes of a monster. If anyone
sees your eyes, it might as well be a death
sentence, unless they can run REALLY fast, and
you're in a good mood. Either that or full. If
someone ventures into your cave, you'll likely
find them before they leave... no, they won't
leave... since you'll be on patrol. If it isn't
because you're evil and love to munch on
whatever poor thing wandered in, then it's
because you're extremely territorial. Either
way, they're dead.


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I do? Really?


You're a Soldier
Dying bravely for king and country is what every
solder both dreams of and fears, isn't it? Long
nights spent on guard, hard marches, and the
brutality of war surrounded you, but you held
fast to your honor and loyalty. You were
determined to march off into the face of the
enemy, screaming your country's battle cry and
dying with your leader's name on your lips...
you got your wish, and you took a lot of the
Other Guys down with you. A real hero. Guess
what, hero? Although no one can say that
loyalty and honor are bad qualities, sometimes
you need to take a look at what it is you're
fighting for. Devoted to the Cause? Determined
to see it through? Ask yourself why. If it's
something WORTH fighting for, you should be
able to find that 'why', and if it's not...
then put down your gun, soldier. Stay home.
Marry. Have kids. Whatever makes you happy.
Take a turn, this lifetime, at being what the
heros are fighting for... at least until you
know WHY you're fighting.


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Can't they have used a more heroic picture?


You're a Healer!
You grew up without your parents, disease took them
when you were young. Your wife too was lost to
illness, and although you'd already begun
studying what there was of medicine, it was
only after she had left you that your life had
real purpose. You were going to cure the world.
You worked long hours, you did your best to
heal the sick and help the hurting. You
believed in what you were doing. And one night
you had a little bit too much to drink... and
another life left the world, one you could have
saved, one you should have saved. Karma is
giving you a second chance. This lifetime, you
will have the chance to make a difference, to
help or heal, cure or care. Take that chance,
use it well, or you'll be stuck repeating this
over and over. You're already somewhat health-
conscious and that can be used to your
advantage. You're already at times protective,
and that's a good trait. The only thing you
really need to beware of is being used - not
everyone is looking for help, some just want an
easy ride, and that is NOT what you are here to
give.


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Likewise, can't they have used a more "professional" or cooler picture? This guy's a kid!!!


succubus
You are a dark goddess!


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You are too innocent and sweet for your own good.


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How... conflicting

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

Ok... Why Jamie would like to know if Ma'am Anne drinks addles my mind a little too much. Does she really intend to invite Ma'am Anne to one of their frequent drinking sessions with the "elitist" group in their studio dorm?

The feeling of being invited into their "special group" must be pretty intoxicating. I think I can feel it from here... It makes me want to throw up.

But that's probably just my bitterness speaking. I don't know why they seem to be distancing themselves from me (aside from the obvious association with Lassie recently). Of course, I can probably guess that they're staying away from me becaue they feel like I'm distancing myself from them... If they only knew how I felt all those times when they were having fun by themselves because its only a "girl's" out occasion (with Lana in tow).

Alternatively, they may actually believe that I'm really Pai's prankie, and are acting accordingly... After all, would you knowingly associate with a person who is suspected of bothering another person's life?

Which goes to show just how "well" these people I used to spend time with actually know me. I can't blame them though, Prankie's trying really hard to make it appear like I'm him, or something like that (but still, can't my "friends" tell if I'd ever have the reason to do that?). And with the current problems I'm experiencing... It doesn't look like its that difficult to pull off.

Unfortunately, any help that they think they're giving in trying to verbally lash out at the new pranker isn't worth anything. How many times do I have to tell them that the mailing list is open -- meaning, anyone who knows the address could just send any mail that they want and expect it to appear in the exact same way that they sent it. It's not even moderated, damn it!

Besides, I doubt that this new guy would check his bogus email addy anytime soon. Why should he? That's not his main email addy -- he won't be receiving anything important there. There's no point in checking it at all. He's already told people what he wanted them to here... He'd probably be content there until the next opportunity comes again.

Its interesting to note just how many people would come to Adnan's defense though (although in my opinion, can't the guy stand up for himself? Why would other people need to butt into someone else's life?)... Just goes to show that I'm not the only one who believes in his innocence (despite the relative lack of proof), otherwise, people would already have agreed to any other mail received.

Too bad I don't look innocent enough... Thanks to circumstances.

I just can't understand why the other people who say they're concerned about things insist on replying to a person who will so obviously do nothing... Are they that desperate to catch a thief (or perhaps they can't bear with the fact that they're really hopeless in this situation and bark more than they bite)? They can always find other avenues to follow up on a trail.

The hints that the new email left make it look really easy to figure who he is though... I wonder if that's deliberate to throw people off his trail, or a miscalculation on his part? Unfortunately for him, if he insists on being close to Pai, he'd be caught faster than people can say, "Eureka!" Then again, if he's trying to make it look like I'm him...

I wish he'd stalk me... At least I'd be able to figure out who he is if he's not careful...

Sunday, August 24, 2003

I wonder why Pai's so-called "helper" or "sympathizer" tries so hard to act like her friend... Everything that she does just screams hypocrite though. I wonder what he'd really would like to do.

The new email sounds like there are a number of them now... As if she's found other people that agree with what she thinks. From the way she writes, I still can't point out who exactly he is (but he is making enough of an effort to show that he knows a lot about Pai & Adnan and is a very close friend). The new email isn't an overall informative mail unlike the first one. The new one is an out & out insult to Adnan. Unfortunately, I doubt that it would work because most of the people in class either are mature enough to disregard whatever was in the mail (unlike me) or simply believe too much in Adnan.

Anyway, things'll turn out to be okay again eventually... perhaps in a few weeks. Chances are, most people would laugh at the new attempt of whoever while some would react violently and try to argue with the idiot. I've got half a mind to join in on the fun, but I'll try to see what happens first.

In the meantime... Damn, I think these French exchange students stink! There's some stench in the air that suddenly appeared in the air as soon as they sat near one of the computer terminals under the fan. I know that's pretty discriminating, but I don't have any other explanation for the sudden smell permeating in the air. Good thing the nose adapts quickly to pesky odors... But it doesn't mean that I'll gladly stay here while they reek...

Can't even think straight with the smell in the air. Gotta stop this and step outside for some fresh air first...