Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Sometimes, I think of things that are better off being written here, than in my journal. The main reason is because I don't want many people to know about what I think. There's also the fact that sometimes, I just write down personal stuff.

Like today for instance. I was really glad to have finished review class early (around 1130 to be sure). That way, I could go over to my Angel's school and have lunch and enjoy some quality time with her.

However, after lunch, I was anxious to leave Jollibee because I was worried that a lot of people would see us (we were sitting just beside the window) and ask us a lot of questions. I suggested that we leave the place and go back to school, at least she wouldn't be late, nor would there be many questions by adults asking about us.

Imagine my surprise when, as we were getting all cuddly just outside her building when this stupid security guard from who knows what place started to butt into our business. See, I know that we're cuddly, but damn, I do know what "enough" means. I know that there are some things that are simply unacceptable, and I know that hugging her very affectionately isn't part of "unacceptable". In fact, where we both came from, no stupid security guard would break up a couple that hugged like we did. Not to mention that there are a lot more couples who do even more public displays of affection than we did.

So what's really my point?

Fuck that stupid fucking security guard. He's fucking way over the line...

That's really the only reason I'm writing here right now. I thought that writing too much private stuff in this thing would only drive me deeper in depression, so I try to write more stuff in the journal to counteract that. I'm succeeding as far as I know (thanks in no small part again to my Angel), and I'm already going back to being the happy-go-lucky guy that I used to be.

But I'm still pissed-off by that guard. Damn him...

nikki
You are the 'regular' teen. Don't worry, alot of
people will get this result. However, you set
pretty high/low goals for yourself...and you
believe you are the only one in the world.
But, there are alot of people with your
attitude. You tend to wear regular clothing,
or you are forced to wear colors you don't want
to. (such as your mother always buying you
pink / blue clothing) Sometimes you feel
horribly lonely and want to hide, but as
always, you find something to give you reason
to continue. You can either hate or love
school, one opinion please. Never fear, you
are not one of a kind...and that is kinda nice
to hear, since there are other teenagers out
there with your exact view on life.

You
could get a job as an author, Teacher, editor,
architect, buisness owner, or administrator.
Good luck in life, and don't forget that no one
is ever alone.


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Damn, this result is just too... plain.... Damn.